Saturday, January 12, 2013
Alone or Lonely?
They keep fading away
Like d stars in d brightness of d day
The ones we held so dear
Have suddenly become anything but near
And we wonder! Oh! We try to call
Where are you? But both great and small
Are nowhere to be found
Certainly, no more around
And it hurts! Oh yes it does
Cause you so much feel the loss
So much so you cry
And ask yourself why?
Why does it have to be like this
Where is the promised perfect bliss?
Where is the joy and happiness
In having friends in less and less
But then He says to me
Listen! You still have me
I can be to you all you ever desire
I am the friend that never retires
You never again have to walk alone
Cause I never abandon my own
I'll walk with you all through the night
I'll never leave, I'll hold you tight
I believe you Lord! I believe... I believe... I believe...
10th January, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
WRITER'S BLOCK OR WHAT?
Just remembered I have a blog - kaylese-smyles.blogspot.com. It's been more than a year since I last wrote down something. Was it that there was nothing to write about? Certainly not.
I've become guilty of what I forbade. I've become detached and distracted. My advice didn't hold water with me. It all boils down to discipline... or lack of it.
No matter what it is you've set your heart to do, its necessary that you finish it. No matter how difficult it seems, you just have to fight to the finish.
So, this is me, coming back to the desk. Picking up my pen and writing straight from my heart. Its heartwarming to know that this is my year of Favor. My year of increased and increasing grace and like Pastor Chris said in "Increase of Grace", Grace gives abilities.
Welcome to kaylese-smyles.blogspot.com
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Glory to God I'm born again, filled with the
Holy Ghost and more than a conqueror! A victor
in Christ Jesus!
The word of God is working in me today. It's
producing divine and eternal results in me and
through me.
I am born of the word, I'm a child of the word,
I live by the word, I prosper by the word, I
increase by the word, I make progress by the
word, everyday of my life. The wisdom of
God is found in my heart and in my mouth,
piloting and propelling me in everything that I
do.
Thank you Lord the health of God is at work
in me today. I refuse to let my body be subject
to any sickness, disease or infirmity. No virus
or germ will have it's way in my body. From
the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,
I'm inundated with divinity.
Yes, I've got the life of God in me, in every
cell of my blood, every bone of my body, every
fiber of my being - the health of God is at
work in me. Therefore I walk in health and
strength today in the name of Jesus. I'm a
living tabernacle today.
My God the anointing is on me today. It's in my
head, it's in my hands, it's in my feet, it is all
over me! Therefore I see with the eyes of God,
and I've been commissioned and sent of God
with a message for the world. They've got to
hear it and they will hear it! This is still my
year as a burning and shining light. I'm
touching lives today. I'm adding value to my
world today. I'm walking in love today. The
light of God shines through me.
It is my season of productiveness!
Therefore I'm fruitful and productive in all
of my endeavors. In my ministry, at my job, in
my family, in my body, in my finances.
Fruitful and productive everyday, with my
thoughts, with my ideas, with my meditations
and with my imagination. My path is as a
shining light - shining brighter today.
Therefore I make progress in all of my
endeavors today. I'm having a great and
successful day by the Holy Ghost that dwells
in me! Yes, He's the greater One in me who's
made me a champion. So I walk in victory and
laughter today! Hallelujah! Glory to God!
Father I thank you!
PastorGbenga Kayode Ayodele
6th October, 2011
Holy Ghost and more than a conqueror! A victor
in Christ Jesus!
The word of God is working in me today. It's
producing divine and eternal results in me and
through me.
I am born of the word, I'm a child of the word,
I live by the word, I prosper by the word, I
increase by the word, I make progress by the
word, everyday of my life. The wisdom of
God is found in my heart and in my mouth,
piloting and propelling me in everything that I
do.
Thank you Lord the health of God is at work
in me today. I refuse to let my body be subject
to any sickness, disease or infirmity. No virus
or germ will have it's way in my body. From
the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,
I'm inundated with divinity.
Yes, I've got the life of God in me, in every
cell of my blood, every bone of my body, every
fiber of my being - the health of God is at
work in me. Therefore I walk in health and
strength today in the name of Jesus. I'm a
living tabernacle today.
My God the anointing is on me today. It's in my
head, it's in my hands, it's in my feet, it is all
over me! Therefore I see with the eyes of God,
and I've been commissioned and sent of God
with a message for the world. They've got to
hear it and they will hear it! This is still my
year as a burning and shining light. I'm
touching lives today. I'm adding value to my
world today. I'm walking in love today. The
light of God shines through me.
It is my season of productiveness!
Therefore I'm fruitful and productive in all
of my endeavors. In my ministry, at my job, in
my family, in my body, in my finances.
Fruitful and productive everyday, with my
thoughts, with my ideas, with my meditations
and with my imagination. My path is as a
shining light - shining brighter today.
Therefore I make progress in all of my
endeavors today. I'm having a great and
successful day by the Holy Ghost that dwells
in me! Yes, He's the greater One in me who's
made me a champion. So I walk in victory and
laughter today! Hallelujah! Glory to God!
Father I thank you!
PastorGbenga Kayode Ayodele
6th October, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!
Sitting here thinking...
Letting the thoughts go through my mind...
Uncontrolled, like the Bundesautobahn, they whirl pass, each pounding my head and heart with like fiery darts from the devil's bows...
And it hurts, like hell it does!
And I'm thinking, why do you always do this? Why do you always cause me pain? Why? Why?? Why are you like this????
I wish my eyes were blind and my ears deaf
I wish the things you do were never impressed on my memory.
I wish there were no witnesses and constant reminders!
I wish I could pretend it didn't happen.
I wish! I wish!! I wish all I had to do was only wish!!!
And now you can't even see
you don't even know
the damage you caused
because your eyes are blind... They see only what you want.
Your heart is hardened... It only feels for itself.
I do this in pain
my heart bleeds for you.
But this I must do... I must keep praying and hoping that you will change.
That's why I love you, that's why I care...
Letting the thoughts go through my mind...
Uncontrolled, like the Bundesautobahn, they whirl pass, each pounding my head and heart with like fiery darts from the devil's bows...
And it hurts, like hell it does!
And I'm thinking, why do you always do this? Why do you always cause me pain? Why? Why?? Why are you like this????
I wish my eyes were blind and my ears deaf
I wish the things you do were never impressed on my memory.
I wish there were no witnesses and constant reminders!
I wish I could pretend it didn't happen.
I wish! I wish!! I wish all I had to do was only wish!!!
And now you can't even see
you don't even know
the damage you caused
because your eyes are blind... They see only what you want.
Your heart is hardened... It only feels for itself.
I do this in pain
my heart bleeds for you.
But this I must do... I must keep praying and hoping that you will change.
That's why I love you, that's why I care...
MY CHOICE
I choose to live because God has given me the right to choose. And I live my life with dignity because the I’m special to God. (Deuteronomy 30:19, Proverbs 18:21)
I chose to be rich, famous and influential because that’s the life that God has called me into. I refuse to be subject to the dictates of the circumstances and situations around me but I triumph over them because I’m more than a conqueror in Christ.
I chose to be health and strong. Never a dull or weak moment because I was healed by His stripes and I stay healed.
I chose to be different because I have the call of God upon my life therefore I am distinguished above my peers because I have an excellent spirit in me (Daniel 5:12; 6:3).
I chose to make an impact in my world and in the life of the people I meet everyday. I leave people better than I met them because I’m the outstretched arm of God sent to minister to the world.
I chose to believe these things and to teach and propagate them and make all men know that Jesus is LORD. He loves us and made these and so much more available for us!
Kaylese-Smyles Emele
12th July, 2011
I chose to be rich, famous and influential because that’s the life that God has called me into. I refuse to be subject to the dictates of the circumstances and situations around me but I triumph over them because I’m more than a conqueror in Christ.
I chose to be health and strong. Never a dull or weak moment because I was healed by His stripes and I stay healed.
I chose to be different because I have the call of God upon my life therefore I am distinguished above my peers because I have an excellent spirit in me (Daniel 5:12; 6:3).
I chose to make an impact in my world and in the life of the people I meet everyday. I leave people better than I met them because I’m the outstretched arm of God sent to minister to the world.
I chose to believe these things and to teach and propagate them and make all men know that Jesus is LORD. He loves us and made these and so much more available for us!
Kaylese-Smyles Emele
12th July, 2011
GOD THIS AIN'T WORKING...
I was born into a Christian home and grew up under strict parents. So, right from birth, I was introduced to the 'Christian religion'. This, and the family I was born into kinda made sure I had what you could call a protected childhood - no heavy peer pressure/ influence (in fact, so little of it. All my misdemeanours were self made) but that didn't make me any more good or to have a better standing before God. I just wasn't born again and anything short of that is just not it.
I had several opportunities to be 'born again'. Both at home - family altars and in Church where I answered almost every altar call. In fact, I got so tired of answering altar calls without any visible change (I always fell back to my normal life) that I verbally told God one day 'This aint working so there's no need answering any other call'.
I am just not cut out for things that don't work so I'd rather not find myself 'wasting my time' doing what obviously couldn't assuage the pain and hunger inside. So I shunned every other call no matter where it came...
And then, one Sunday morning, 4th April, 2004, I was in Church and the Pastor was preaching the Easter message. It got to me and I got down on my knees, crying. I made Jesus the Lord of my life. But that wasn't all.
I'd always been exposed to the message of condemnation and God's judgement on any wrong doing so I was always scared but deep down in my heart I knew I love God and want to live for Him but I didnt know how. And then seeing fellow believers in our supposedly 'very spiritual and heaven-minded' church live a life not consistent with what we were taught, and the fact that our lives as Christians were so devoid of the miraculous and supernatural, like Christians being in disadvantaged positions, seen as beggarly and poor and ignorable, I thought to myself, 'this is not what the Bible teaches' and I started seeking for answers.
Sometime in 2001 or thereabouts, I saw a certain Pastor Chris teaching on TV, though I couldn't place exactly what he was saying, I kinda liked it. I remember sneaking out of the house to watch him in our neighbours' houses(our Church forbade TV). Sometimes, I would peep from the windows. This continued until sometime in 2006 when God said to me 'Go to Christ Embassy'. I was like 'No! They shout a lot in that place. They are so loud'. I started going somewhere else but He wouldn't let me be.
Finally, one Sunday Morning in August 2007, I went to Christ Embassy, Agulu Street, Abakaliki and had the most wonderful service of my life. I knew there and then that there was no going back.
One Midweek Service, during prayer time, I suddenly heard myself speaking in other tongues. Oh! The joy of it! I was filled with the Holy Ghost. This was an experience I couldn't have in my former church.
Being in Christ Embassy has so changed my life. My mindset was altered, my life transformed, my personality improved. Now I'm no longer subject to the situations of life, nor to sin or the devil! Now I know who I am in Christ! Now I'm no longer ashamed to preach Christ anymore! Like John said "That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life;" (1 John 1:1).
To be continued...
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I had several opportunities to be 'born again'. Both at home - family altars and in Church where I answered almost every altar call. In fact, I got so tired of answering altar calls without any visible change (I always fell back to my normal life) that I verbally told God one day 'This aint working so there's no need answering any other call'.
I am just not cut out for things that don't work so I'd rather not find myself 'wasting my time' doing what obviously couldn't assuage the pain and hunger inside. So I shunned every other call no matter where it came...
And then, one Sunday morning, 4th April, 2004, I was in Church and the Pastor was preaching the Easter message. It got to me and I got down on my knees, crying. I made Jesus the Lord of my life. But that wasn't all.
I'd always been exposed to the message of condemnation and God's judgement on any wrong doing so I was always scared but deep down in my heart I knew I love God and want to live for Him but I didnt know how. And then seeing fellow believers in our supposedly 'very spiritual and heaven-minded' church live a life not consistent with what we were taught, and the fact that our lives as Christians were so devoid of the miraculous and supernatural, like Christians being in disadvantaged positions, seen as beggarly and poor and ignorable, I thought to myself, 'this is not what the Bible teaches' and I started seeking for answers.
Sometime in 2001 or thereabouts, I saw a certain Pastor Chris teaching on TV, though I couldn't place exactly what he was saying, I kinda liked it. I remember sneaking out of the house to watch him in our neighbours' houses(our Church forbade TV). Sometimes, I would peep from the windows. This continued until sometime in 2006 when God said to me 'Go to Christ Embassy'. I was like 'No! They shout a lot in that place. They are so loud'. I started going somewhere else but He wouldn't let me be.
Finally, one Sunday Morning in August 2007, I went to Christ Embassy, Agulu Street, Abakaliki and had the most wonderful service of my life. I knew there and then that there was no going back.
One Midweek Service, during prayer time, I suddenly heard myself speaking in other tongues. Oh! The joy of it! I was filled with the Holy Ghost. This was an experience I couldn't have in my former church.
Being in Christ Embassy has so changed my life. My mindset was altered, my life transformed, my personality improved. Now I'm no longer subject to the situations of life, nor to sin or the devil! Now I know who I am in Christ! Now I'm no longer ashamed to preach Christ anymore! Like John said "That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life;" (1 John 1:1).
To be continued...
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BURNING AND SHINING LIGHT
From a distance shines a light
With an intensity so so bright
That men hasten to cover their face
For the light shines with glory and grace
As it draws closer
The beams get brighter... and hotter
For it is a burning and shining light
Radiating with all of God's might
At last it is revealed
Glory and beauty unvieled
And lo - it is a man
And people wonder 'How can?'
Out of Zion God shines forth
Out of Zion I bring forth
Divine treasures out of my bowels
For in me Divinity and eternity dwells!
Kaylese Emele, 15th Jan., 2011
With an intensity so so bright
That men hasten to cover their face
For the light shines with glory and grace
As it draws closer
The beams get brighter... and hotter
For it is a burning and shining light
Radiating with all of God's might
At last it is revealed
Glory and beauty unvieled
And lo - it is a man
And people wonder 'How can?'
Out of Zion God shines forth
Out of Zion I bring forth
Divine treasures out of my bowels
For in me Divinity and eternity dwells!
Kaylese Emele, 15th Jan., 2011
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